The mere thought of studying for End-Sems...

...makes me wanna listen to Gojira/Textures/Cannibal Corpse/Blotted Science
...makes me wanna read Clive Barker, Stephen King, H.P. Lovecraft, Marquis de Sade
...makes me wanna watch Hostel, Hostel 2, Cannibal Holocaust, Salo

...makes me wanna NOT STUDY AT ALL !!!

Strangers in the night.....

....exchanging glances
Wondering in the night
What were the chances we'd be sharing love
Before the night was through.

and the hours passed....out of breath...exhausted but contented smile....made her look beautiful....so did her sleep deprived eyes at the break of dawn....and I snuggled into the shelter of her warm scent and warmer embrace....

I can feel you in my mouth.....
I can taste you on my fingers....

I could tear you apart and put back the pieces correctly even with my eyes pulled out of my sockets....

Lack Of Comprehension

A condeming fear strikes down
Things they cannot understand
An excuse to cover up weaknesses that lie within....

Lies...

Laying your guilt and pain
On people that had no part in the molding of a life
That creates its destruction....

Lies...

Right before your very eyes
A reflection of the mistakes
To the end you will deny
Your part in the demise of a life

Lack of comprehension
Thriving on your cliche
Compelled by self-resentment

Reaching into the minds of those that created
The depression in which they
In which they drowned their flesh and blood....

Lies...

So easy to blame the
Everlasting fear on a pathetic attempt
To justify the ending of life....

Lies...

Right before your very eyes
A reflection of the mistakes
To the end you will deny
Your part in the demise of a life

Lack of comprehension
Thriving on your cliche
Compelled by self-resentment



- Chuck Schuldiner

tagged by reeti

first day at ju.......that is on the day of admission......well i nearly swam my way to the uni....i knew chiku from before ofcourse....but being the introvert i am i shied away from the mhs group...

sohini was the first person i met....and prateek....and yea.....mrinalini sen catwalking her way into the anita de memorial hall or whatever that's called...haw haw haw that was funny !!!

then i remember sitting face to face with tintinda....he asked me "so why did you decide on ju ?"....i kept it simple "because i didn't get through to any other college".....u should've seen the look on tintinda's face.....heh..then i remember asking reeti to help me out filling in the fee book or something...

i remember entering this classroom with awesomely superb posters...i made myself comfortable under the eddie van halen poster....felt at home....

then prof. lal rimidi supriyadi et all lectured us.....i remember lav raising his hand to ask "sir may i use the loo ?".....to which he was asked "can you hold it a bit."...lav replied "i think i can..i'll try my level best"......heh lav....
after that it was time to take up ed's.....i remember pujarini walking into the classroom with a serial killer-ish look on her face...i courteously offered a place beside me since she cudnt find a place to sit....then when it was time to opt for an ed course......some people sitting in front of us turned back n tried to help by advicing us to take up an ed where we won't hafta study much....this was followed by pujarini glaring at em and letting out those immortal words "i came here to study...not to have fun" !!! wahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!! REALLY PUJARINI ?? and they on the bench in front were shit scared and dint speak for the rest of the day....hehe
yup that's all i can remember and of course moplah vehemently stating that she's a bong and not a southie (she dint mention what kinda bong tho)...and me hugely relieved to find out that ur allowed to smoke inside the campus.....that's all i can remember....

today's mah lil' sis' budday.........
it's strange how a cute lil' teletubby-ish imp has morphed into a bespectacled buck-toothed adorable geek and we never noticed it.......

*sigh*



things happen fast.....
one blink and we miss to notice the change....

And when the story takes a twist....it folds like a contortionist...

....You're not significant enough to waste my anger on....

"And I want my anger to be healthy...

And I want my anger just for me...

And I need my anger not to control...

And I want my anger to be me...

And I need to set my anger free...

Set it free....."